Love Thru Postcards

Cristal, 20 years young living in the oh so sunny San Diego. Lover of the Rain. Shower Singer. Never-Never Land Believer.. Grateful to always read the words "Love always,Charlie." At the moment
i find my self a bit lost, but I'll enjoy the journey. Taking notice of the things most over-look.

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But when I say let’s keep in touch, I hope you know I mean I wish that you’d grow up.

-Brand New

“Well, fuck. What am I supposed to be impressed? You’re just another set of bones to lay to rest. I guess it’s time to say goodnight, I hope you had a really good time. I will soon forget the color of your eyes and you will forget mine.”

-Pierce The Veil

Is to much to ask for a guy who wouldn’t mind coming over laying on my bed and listening to Man Overboard.

We could play little N64, eat some pizza, possibly make out, who knows. All in all I just wouldn’t mind someone to sit with for hours upon end, listening to music with. When I say listen I mean really soak in the lyrics and take it in……just a late night thought…

I feel the distance growing between us….

after all this time you still can’t seem to let me in. Maybe you’re letting go and I just never got the message.

ryannnwith2ns:

3rd Measurement In C (Piano version) - Saosin

Blood Runs Thicker.

Life is hard sometimes I know that,you know that I am sure. People will treat you like shit, take you for granted, and abuse your loyalty. We know. One thing I figured out a long time ago is I am the keeper to my happiness. But there is one person who I strive to live for. My sister is forever and always will be my best friend. The biggest thing I will tell my kids is to treasure the little moments they have with each other. Late night drives laughing at your flaws, the silence after sing out your lungs out to a really great song, but most of all the love. True Love. To my sister I thank you and sorry…having to putting up with my shit, not keeping my side of the room clean, and for all the times I was never there. San Fransisco awaits us and I really can’t wait to start our lives away from all this bullshit.

Sleep, please come easy tonight.

I really really want to rest. Stop my mind from bringing up all thoughts I try so hard to suppress. Just for once, let me just really sleep.

And its haunting me, but I feel fine
War of worlds in real time
Better off signing a truce that’s drawn up in your name
But I hope you go home and admit you
Were wrong for the stress you put me through
Free me from the anchor
Depart these seas and let me do what I have to do

Running around in circles
the path I always choose
I hate that I can’t accept anything more
Than the worn out soles of my shoes
Just say something back
And cut me some slack
Headstrong in the world
With the wind at my back

I’ve learned how to keep my head above the water line in desperate times. I’ve learned to swim when someone lonely, ties an anchor to my leg in spite.

- Farewell Fighter

Finally got to go the Del Mar Fair today =]

Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of, I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent, I never thought about things at all, everything changed, the distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn’t the world, it wasn’t the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, the cancer of never letting go, is ignorance bliss, I don’t know, but it’s so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I’ve thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it.

— Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer

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