March 2010
Have not been to good on writeing.
Yeah..i just noticed i havent really written anything to great lately. I will tomrrow night. PROMISE!…my heads just filled with overwhilming bad news…so i dont feel to creative at the moment. As well as my cold is still visting, so that kind of sucks as well. But im happy for a new start in the morning! =] Listening to some ANDREW GARCIA! He really is amazing. Making me sleep tho. Nope...
Mar 1st
“I wish you the best..do i mean it no. But its the right thing to do.”
– Cristals heart.
Mar 1st
February 2010
Feb 27th
Heart to Heart
Well, still sick so i didnt do much of anything today. Relaxed con mi mama. Its weird to think how old i am now. From when i fit in her lap and she rocked me to sleep. Where today she had to sit on the other side of the couch beacuse i fell alseep hogging the sofa. Although ive grown up, i still only feel safe with her by my side. When i have bad dreams i still wish i could run into her room and...
Feb 27th
Getting a Cold.
curse this crazy weather.
Feb 25th
The Only Exception
You are the The Only Exception…I hate the way i can stay mad at you. The way i cant seem to ever let you go. The way how you oh so effortlessy live. Its so easy for you, when it feels like im slowly falling apart. I wish you wouldnt haunt my every move anymore. But most of all i hate the fact that i cant hate you. Not even a little, i still love you more then i have ever loved anything...
Feb 23rd
“Me:Im writing so deep that you can barry in elephant in it. J.P:dam thats deep....”
– CA
Feb 23rd
Feb 22nd
Andar conmigo!
What you speak spanish!!?? yes i do. speak it. read it. write it. and listen to it. at the moment im listening to julieta venegas…wow she always has a away of making me want to skip around..or dance like i was in my dads publo Tendeparacua, Michoacán. So i thought id write about what it feels like to be there..and hopefully you can picture yourself there. <33 The morning is...
Feb 22nd
A bit bummed.
Well today is the day when Take Action tour is near my home. But my mother is very strict when it comes to travling while its is raing..or in this case MITE rain. Why? well she is mexican. And she is weird sometimes. But im super sad due to the fact most of my friends are all hawling ass up to LA. We the kings, A rocket to the moon, Mayday parade, There for tomrrow, Stereo skyline, and call the...
Feb 20th
“SHUAN WHITE IS WAY MORE INTRESTING THEN ANYTHING I’LL EVER...”
– CA
Feb 18th
Feb 18th
“The times you dont want to wake up Cause in your sleep its never over when you...”
– LIGHTS!
Feb 18th
“Don’t start, Don’t start, shaking again She can make the salt taste...”
– Isles and Glaciers MARCH 9th!!!!
Feb 15th
Lucky by Craig Owens
I FELL IN LOVE THIS!!! this is one the sweetest things ive ever read. <33 You’re the sound of a midsummer sunrise. The shimmer of diamonds shining in your eyes and you make me feel… so lucky. You’re the star that can light up the night. You are everything heaven here in this life, and it might not feel like it now… but you’re so lucky. And no matter if the blue sky turns to grey, the...
Feb 15th
Bonfire night, late sights, and goodbyes
I wish you discoverd that you are so much more then you think you are, When your words get slurred and home seems a bit to far, “but the alcohol it taste so sweet, when its mixed with lies and defeat of all the battles you lost and lost again.” toughts that drive you insane, And it blocks your pain but i ask you please do not put your name in vane. For im done waiting and...
Feb 12th
takes 2 to whisper.
I love the way the color never fades from your eyes. I love that you never tell me im wrong, tho we both know im far from being right. You are my secert. I will whisper your name, and you will meet in the dark. Why? We dont know who we really are let alone try to figure out eachother. You make me smile, which is pretty hard to do lately. With all the hate that defeats me. You keep fear far from...
Feb 11th
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Feb 6th
“I don’t wanna miss you, baby No, I don’t wanna love you, baby And...”
– Jesse Barrera stole the words right out of my mouth =]
Feb 6th
To bed.
Hopefully slumber well ease my aching heart, Its hard to have hope in somthing that brings me so much pain and hurt. I just want to feel love again. I want to be understood, and cared for. I dont want to wait around anymore. Im deadly afraid of it. I never really tried again or fought for it, beacuse im abused by it. I hate the way lonelyness creeps in, when i least expect it. I know better then...
Feb 6th
GET A CLUE!?
It i really hard for me to actually hate someone…or really really dislike somone but OH MY GOD I HATE THIS KID IN MY CLASS!! He is the most irrataing thing i have ever incountered. He swears like he is so kool and in his words “sav”. When he talks it makes me grind my teeth. When he comes around the air turns into dry unbreahable oxygen. He states he is over immature bullshit....
Feb 5th
What she really wants by Brighten
HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL DAY!!! I miss brighten, and get me wrong a rocket to the moon is great! But justin i miss brighten soooooo much!! Im dying for somthing new. You are great with nick, but ITS TIME FOR BRIGHTEN!! But the song what she really wants is my all time fav. and we are birds. Its just PERFECTION!! Your the one that keeps the two of us from going overboard, I can see, that you...
Feb 4th
School
Your such a drag. You wake me up way to early,and take way to long. And these people i spend 1 hour sitting next are people i have known since freshman year. WE HAVE PRETTY MUCH TALKED ABOUT ALL THAT THERE IS!!!….On the plus side i will get to english today, and maybe write some kick ass story. If i dont im blaming it on you. You cramp my style. But the truth is im never going to get away...
Feb 3rd
“i don’t care, if your beautiful lips, exist out there. cause i’m...”
– PTV! (Wonderless)
Feb 3rd
WatchWatch
LMAO!! jack..as weird as it is you were in my dreams as my next door neighboor.
Feb 2nd